Just finished my 3rd bowl of Indo Noodles in 2 days. Satisfying.

I haven't left the apartment in aproximately 3 days, and still don't want to. The weather outside reflects how I feel.. A chilling wind that is making my windows creak. Misty showers with little breaks of sun. I just want to be warm, without having to put on layer upon layer of fabrics.

Its just been me and my kitten. His patience for my obsession with my computer is getting better.. tho I feel for him. This apartment is tiny and he has so much energy. All he wants to do is run around, rip into things and have fun. But the neighbor downstairs has complained about his pitterpatter and I've had to try to keep his rampages to a minimum. He's not the cuddling sort, so can't do that.. unless I want more holes in my arms.



I need to go to the shops to get more food. I'm also waiting to hear from "Jerk". He went into the hospital yesterday morning for a minor surgury and was to stay there overnight... Now its 1:50pm, and not a word from him. I have his cell phone, surely he could ask to use a phone there to call his own phone, especially if I'm going to meet him when he's coming home.


This post has no orginization.. I'm just trying to get anything down before I get distracted again.

How many lives do I have left?

I'm pretty sure I have at least 5.

A little over halfway into 2009, and a brand new chapter is starting for me. The last 4 years have been the best of my life so far, and I'm looking forward to the next 4 to be even better.
I had found the love of my life, ventured to a (then) foreign country, and made at least a dozen good friends. That'll be pretty hard to top. But I'm up to the challenge!

The only thing I really don't like about this new phase, is that it looks like I may have lost my true love. That fucking hurts. But thankfully he isn't too far out of reach, and the optimistic side of me is hoping he'll change his mind. I will always crave his heart, but I'd rather not loose his friendship if that is at risk.
The full story is waay too complicated to go into at this point, it only happened 5 days ago. But things are still good enough to trek onwards and upwards. I'll take the lemons and make sweet sweet lemonade. Time will tell, and I have a lot more patience than I did 5 years ago.

This cat will always land on her feet.

xoxo
AlliKatt